Saturday, October 30, 2021

Losing My Mind Part 8 and 7/8

 Been a while. Several events are acting as an impedance to anything being written. Number one I have lost my desire to write.  I have ideas for a book and have done research both within and without my brain but have become discouraged.  I asked someone to proof read the first draft and offer any suggestions and they have not so much as even responded to the email. And yes the email is good. They have selective responses, mostly non.

Number two, I have been having bad dreams and or nightmares about that job that ended twenty years when I went down the rabbit hole.  Normally I have a few bad dreams a year about it but currently two to three a week. I can't describe how awful the dreams are but they are so powerful I never go back to sleep upon awakening from one.

Number three, in light of numbers one and two above I am not sure when I will complete the series, 'Losing My Mind' but it will happen. 

Tonight I should be out at a dark site with my son under very clear skies with a telescope but yesterday the radiator went out on the car. When it rains it pours.


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