Friday, August 13, 2021

A night of dreams, years ago(at least prior to May of 2014)

  Years ago and at least prior to May of 2014(date I moved into present apartment), I experienced a night of dreams with some being quite nightmarish. The odd thing is I rarely remember dreams but oddly I remembered having five, three of which I wrote about on scratch paper, the other two I forgot about after recording the first three. Another thing recalled is these dreams woke me up in the middle of the night and there was no going back to sleep! Work was not fun later on.

Verbatim from the scratch paper whether it makes sense or not:

Dream #1: My grandmother showed up as I was losing my mind and getting lost(I kept getting lost in crowds of people). She was somewhat coherent but frightening. Kept happening over and over. I would suddenly be somewhere and have no clue where I was. I cried. ......, my ex and kids kept finding me.

Dream#2:  My daughter in this same dream: a huge crowd of people came and told me she was dying. I could not run fast enough, I could not run! I saw here standing there, being lifted from a well. Someone threw her in a well after an auto accident and tremendous fear and anger struck me. After lifting her out she just stood there screaming and screaming and it woke me up. Two guys with casts on stood nearby badly hurt. I was going to go after them if they had hurt her but wouldn't my daughter have needed attention?

Dream#3: Steve McQueen sitting on a couch as an old man with long hair. I said nothing. I left him alone but I saw him as another human. All of a sudden he mentioned the stars, constellations. Door opened. "I too am an amateur astronomer". He shared some deep stuff which shocked me. That usually does not happen. We talked as two people do that have something in common.

No comments: