Unfasten your seat belts. I lied.
The last thing I want to do in this blog is cast judgement or sound like I am casting judgement on friends, family and the like. What is the like? Most people and it does seem like most people, blame the ex for their problems, divorce, etc. Ask virtually anyone you know what happened and how many will say the ex did this or that? Yep.
Why is it so hard to look in the mirror?
So here I go with an attempt at an objective reporting for my journey to insanity. Possible? Not really, but I'll try.
Spent twenty plus years in a marriage that had about as much passion in it as a pet rock. Frigid and ice cold were the norm(norm?)with occasional exceptions such as baby making or fear that I would leave her and other special occasions. I didn't believe in divorce(still don't and I've done it twice) and stayed with her for that reason and more importantly the kids.
As I lost my manhood(yes I felt that way at the time) I did not ever have an affair until near the end. Twenty years of temptation at various times yet never wavering in spite of always desiring. Something I was proud of. Then a few months before the end of our marriage I became a rock of apathy. I did not care anymore.
I had an affair with someone who had Borderline Personality Disorder. It was so good we got engaged after one month. It was so good we were married just one month after my divorce was finalized.
Sound crazy?
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